2010年3月25日星期四

Testimony by Chris Cho


Brothers and Sisters,

Good morning! I am Chris, 17 years old, in F.5 now. When I was a kid, I was good in my studies and activities. I felt I had a good heart. I claimed to be a Christian but I only went to church for celebrations with my family in festivals. Then I also studied in a Catholic school but I went to services and fellowship rather irregularly, I seldom read the Bible or prayed and I knew very little about the Bible.

A big change came when I joined the Secondary school. I being not strong and independent enough, my studies and activities performance fell sharply. This was partly due to my arrogance and I didn’t realize God wanted me to learn humility. I blamed my school, a Buddhist school for I didn’t feel love and care there, I blamed those who betrayed or misunderstood me and I also blamed, rather unreasonably, those teachers whom I thought didn’t care their students at all. In this way, my confidence collapsed. I didn’t trust anyone. I was scared of people in the school and I told a lot of lies to protect myself.

Thank God, I have a loving mother and her two sisters love me very much, too. I believe aside from God, they love me most in this world. Because of them, I was still in touch with church, joined some youth camps and got to know more about God. Thank for their prayers, though I was stupid and even caused them to shed tears over my ignorance, they kept praying for me.

And God never forsakes me, like what’s put in the Bible “Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you.” He talked to me through pastors, mentors, family members and friends, no matter how poor and how arrogant I was.

I started to change. I hated telling lies. I used a lot of time to care for my friends and encourage them. I brought friends and even those newly met to church, inviting them to repent and receive the saving grace to turn from the wrong.

However, I didn’t rely on God. I worked for Him on my own strength. My family didn’t understand me. They worried about me, having no idea of what I was doing outside. I was so proud I didn’t want to explain too much. They were a nuisance to me. This time, I was pressed both from the inside and outside of the family and got exhausted. I realized I became a pressure to my friends and some guys in school hated me simply because I am a Christian, as foretold in the Bible. My family started to feel hopeless about me. Our relationship turned cold. But God cared for me and saved me. Last December, in a camp, I was refreshed by the Holy Spirit and changed fundamentally. In the camp, I really understood God is in hold of everything and it is his spirit that moves people to follow him. My responsibility is only to bring people to church and pray for them. That’s it. I knew further that He has the sovereign power. I can hand over to him everything, big and small, to relieve myself of the unnecessary worries. I got cheerful and experience the joy that b/s always talk about at church. In addition, I have a new understanding of the saying “Faith without works is dead.” Instead of simply enjoying the saving hope of eternal life, it exhorts us to work hard at the moment to attain our purpose in life. Now, I strive to achieve my goal. In my relationship with my family, friends and in my studies, I look up to God and commit them to Him. A pastor once told me, “Don’t regret too much of what kind of person you were or what you did because those past lessons help you to become what you are now. Maybe this is one of the explanations for “forgetting what is behind”. So, no matter what, believe God sees that we are good. He will allow us time to improve. In this 16th anniversary, I wish everyone to be comforted and renewed in God’s love and get strengthened by His words. Thank you!

曹俊傑見証


各位弟兄姊妹:
早上好! 我係阿Chris!今年17歲,係一個中五學生。小時侯的我,成績和各樣課外活動都是不錯,自命心地也算是個不遜的人,自稱是一個基督徒,但只是在節日和親人回教會慶祝,以及在一間天主教學校讀書,沒有定期的回教會崇拜和團契,甚少的讀經和祈禱,而對聖經的知識更是一知半解。
之後到中學生活,一個大的轉捩點出現了。就是性格不夠獨立的我,成績和各類活動也一落千丈,這些事其實有些源自我的自大,但我不認識上帝要我學會的謙卑。只把事情對焦在一間我感覺不到愛與關懷的異教學校,把一切責任歸咎於那些把我出賣及誤會的人外,也會無理的推卸在一些我認為沒有關懷學生的老師身上。就這樣,我的自信亦崩潰了。我不信任人,害怕面對校內的人,更會說很多謊話去保護自己。
但感謝主,我有一個很愛我的媽媽和兩個很疼我的阿姨,我想她們是除了神以外世界上最疼愛我的人了。因她們,我繼續有機會接觸教會、參加一些青少年的camp,從而更親近神。多謝她們幫我禱告,無論我是多麼的愚蠢,無知的使她們傷心流淚過。
而神對我總是不離不棄,就像祂經上應許我們,說:「我總不撇下你,也不丟棄你。」一樣,祂用教會的牧師、導師和家人朋友對我說話,無論我是多麼的壞,多麼的自大。
我開始有了改變,我討厭說謊。我會用很多的時間外出關心朋友,安慰他們,無論係朋友定係街外人,帶佢哋番教會,叫佢哋一齊去懺悔,一起去得著救恩,去改過。
但,我不懂倚靠神。我靠自己的力氣去幫祂做事,而這次卻使到我的家人誤會我,他們擔心我,不知道我在外面作甚麼,而我卻自大不會向他們解釋太多,嫌他們煩。這一次,在內外受敵的情況下,我開始累了,我看清楚一些朋友原來是因我受著壓力,而校內外的一些人無故的憎我,如經上說,因我是基督徒,家人亦開始對我冷淡、絕望了。但主仍顧念我、搭救我。在上年12月的一次camp中,主聖靈使我生命得到更新、徹底改變了。那一次,我真正明白到其實主宰一切的是神,使人感動歸向祂的是祂的靈,我只要盡責任帶人回教會,幫他祈禱便可以了。更明白了祂早有決定,我可以把一切交上,大小事上省掉了許多憂心。整個人開朗了,真正體驗到教友常說的那份喜悅。而我亦重新了解到那句「有信心沒有行為是死的」意思,原來是叫我們除了盼望永生的救恩外,也是叫我們踏實的努力現在,向著標竿直跑。現在我學會真正的努力。在家人關係、學業或朋友感情事上,一切仰望主,交托在祂的手中。還記得有一位牧師曾經跟我說過,無論自己以前是怎樣的一個人,作過甚麼,不要太介意,因為沒有他就沒有現在的你。這大概是忘記背後的其中一個解釋吧。所以無論怎樣,要記住,上帝仍然看好我們,會給我們時間進步。在這16週年的慶典裏,祝大家在神的愛裏繼續得慰藉、更新,在祂的話裏得力量,謝謝!

3月 21日家事分享

1. 菲律賓教會於今天下午2:30-3:30有生活技能工作坊,讓參加者認識香港人的文化和習慣.
2. 想接受浸禮的弟兄姊妹請聯絡Pastor Jorge或淑映.
3. 下次主日(3月28日):
主席:璇
講員:劉耀榮傳道
講題: 為乜病
經文 :約9:1-7
招待:金寶蓮
主日學(小):淑映

2010年3月15日星期一

3月14日家事分享

1 恩禧堂將於3月21日(下星期日)慶祝16年週年堂慶,當日會由Pastor Jorge主講福音信息,崇拜後有聚餐,由菲律賓團契和華人弟兄姊妹共同預備食物,可以幫手的話請聯絡阿璇。
2 請為邀請中學生及其家人出席堂慶活動禱告。
3 下次主日 (3月21日):
主席: Rainbow
講員: Pastor Jorge
講題: 成功的真諦(The Truth for Success)
招待: 金寶蓮

2010年3月8日星期一

2010年3月7日家事分享

1 恩禧堂將於3月21日慶祝16年週年堂慶,當日會由Pastor Jorge主講福音信息,我們會邀請青少年小組的中學生和自修室會員及其家人出席,也歡迎弟兄姊妹帶同家人朋友參加。
2 Rainbow小組邀請了陳俊文先生於本星期六3月13日下午2:30在本堂作主題式聖經分享,題目為敬拜。歡迎弟兄姊妹出席。
3 下次主日 (3月14日):
主席: Freda
講員: 區譽德傳道(回聲谷)
講題: 喜躍的生命(約十五1-8)
招待: 王先生
主日學(小):璇

2010年3月4日星期四

2010年2月28日家事分享

1 恩禧堂將於3月21日慶祝16年週年堂慶,當日會由Pastor Jorge主講福音信息,我們會邀請青少年小組的中學生和自修室會員及其家人,也歡迎弟兄姊妹帶同家人朋友出席。
2 Rainbow小組邀請了陳俊文先生於3月13日(星期六)下午2:30在本堂作主題式聖經分享,題目為敬拜。歡迎弟兄姊妹出席。
3 下次為聖餐主日 (3月7日):
主席: Freda
講員:雷礎雄先生(更新會)
講題 : 十字架是甚麼?
招待: 王先生
主日學(小):David